okkay.
we celebrated teachers day today.like...super boring la.hah.like...we didnt even realize that it was recess.so we just sat in class.haha.aisah and kelly were enjoying their cookies.hahaha.tsktsktsk.so bad.those were supposed to be given to their teachers.tsktsk(((:


well anyways,went back to fuhua just now.with kak seri.hah.i love her<33
wells,yeah.saw all my other friends.missed them so super much.
and saw those mats and minahs all coming back to school,whithout thier school uniform.like...dont they feel proud of their school or something?haha.wells,i am;though i hate it at times.
but yeah.anyways,i felt so left out just now.i was with the chinese friends.okkay.i went around the school with them.before that,i went to my malay friends.they were all sitting around one table,chatting.like...when i came,i was all smiling.and they were like...talking to themselves.like...i felt so guilty.didnt know why.but i guess its because i had the thought that i was bothering or interrupting them or something like that.so yeah...after a while,i just went off with my chinese friends,until kak seri asked me why i wasnt with the malay people.like...yeahh. i felt totally guilty at that moment la.and i straight away went to leave my chinese friends.and went with my malay friends.
know what?deep inside i got worried whether they would think that i was being a racist.like...im not.just that i cant find a way to have a "connection" with them.like...i just dont know.the way they think just seems to be so different from the way I think.yeahh.i guess thats the point here.and im scared also that they would feel that im a backstabber.i just act nicely in front of them.and behind them,i talk bad about them.
yeahh

oh.yes.
suaidi dao me la.like...he didnt even say "hi" to me.how stupid is that?didnt even notice that he was even trying to .stupid.and he didnt wear school u.what?wanna show off your shirts?like...you think people would even care?like...no?haha.im being so super nice here(:
yeahh.
saw fahmi also.well,the sec 3 one.he's like..a total mat la.but at least he doesnt dao me right... at least he called out my name and said "hi",so unlike suaidi la.idiot.so sorry.


forget about those guys now yeah.about some of my seniors.
yeahh.like...they changed la ok.especiall this girl that *i dont wish to mention*.
she has so totally changed.like...with all the tight stuffs on her body,like...eww.sorry.though i realise that i've got very bad taste,i think yeah.it really is ugly.though she looks supper hip la ok. minahh.like..EEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yes.i don like those kind of girls.yes.really.most of my friends are sure to be one of them too.yes. some of them are already in the prrocess of being one.hee.good choice,girls.be a minah.it will change your life for the better.



sya